i was blog hopping& i read something.. i forget the exact lines, but it was something like,letting go is harder than holding on.becus, the whole point of holding on is for fear of whats gonna happen when you let go.

becuz by letting go of someone ,you ve chosen to give up your rights of loving&caring for him,so you choose to hold on, believing that one day your love and care for him might be reciprocated.

letting go is a tormenting process of missing him,& wishing that everytime your phone rings it could be a text from him.
but by letting go,your letting yourself open to other choices.

so contradicting.





owell, goodbye.

finally home early for once.

As i had already said i had a busy week, & even if i do have time to go online,i only check my facebook before i hit the sack & the next thing i know, it was already late afternoon.

&as im typing this i already feel my mattress calling. hee

yb &jovial made me very angry yesterday after work so yb had to go home alone after jovial sent us to my home:P
work was tiring and boring. th same ole routine too lame to share.
th same old ah tiong that never fail to irritate me to the max during work just doesnt make working anymore interesting.just that i have been losing my temper towards them nowadays.

anyway, old eyecandy is back:) tuesday he came ,i hope this wonte be th last i will see him until next year again . :P

args, my life is so boring.

teach me d0ta anyone?
L4d is getting boring..hahaha.. but i still love L4d sessions with th burdens. :P
&legend of chunli is good.. i was damn excied to see edmund chen on th big screen in a more ang moh show.

no updates for today, cuz im keeping it for next. haa

taa

have to admit, never good with words.
sorry is an understatement for it has been used for too many times.

really aint got any idea,how am i going to go through this.
but,i swear,never am i gonna hurt anyone like this again.

donte worry,its gonna be as if i never existed..

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pls,do me a favor nd do not ask, i haven been going on about it, and no one gets me at all.
so spare me with all your questions already.

work was effing tiring, &my 200$$ pay is left with only 50.
soo not gonna live thru next week ):
something ive been anticipating for is like tmr.
&i feel like, so not ready for it. this whole week have been pretty much hectic &messy.

goodbye

why act as if you care?

met her ytd at town, walked around. then Akie and friend bought us to cine to slack.-.-
heh.lucky her "curfew" got me home early as well :P lols.


things to do by end of today,

• meet ym and co to get their certs at Bhss :)
• go down bugis &collect pay at 7pm sharp!
• trim eyebrow,
• buy contact lens.

alright going off, bye!

you don't conveniently forget things.
you just didn't have the heart to remember them.

its 9AM sunday &im home from work.
today is payday! but i bet paycheck is gonna be damn low cuz i only work 4 days that month):
anyway, i went to play L4D after work today with parttime ,it was his first time. & im already quite sick of it, but still, fun.

&im still damn awake now.
im going jogging before heading to sleep.

goodday!

went t phuture last night.

i lost my belt& my tongue stud.):
will be back with photos.

Am gonna meet baby and co for movie,L4d & bkt! :) yayyyyy!!!!!

im sucha idiot i totally forget t register for sms service for my exams result! :(
!!!! argsssss.im so excited now.

bye!

clock strikes 12, march 9 'o9.

Happy18th Birthday AngelynL! ♥



tot i was gona be first until * beat me.hahaha.
anyway, we have known each other for quite sometime aye.
but there are times i really wish i could have known about you more.

babe. still th same old words for you.
like how you will be here for me,i'll do th same for you.

bestwishes ♥♥

so i went to work on friday, & a receive a random call from Priscilla( colleague) & she ask if i own a blog shop. &she went on to say i look like a model from scarlet room. &i checked it out just now ..

&i was shocked! its damn weird to be staring at someone who look like you i swear!




































































&thats me on top. i think its mostly th hair..,th eyes .. i think shes bigger in size :/
but still ,click her picture to enlarge! it shocked me!

anyway, good day!
finally a day off! three days of work was killing me.
it hasnt been so crowded for months on weekends!
think cooking 10 bowl of instant noodles.,&doing all th dishes.):
craziness.

part time pity th customer becuz i showed attitude to every one of them.
even those who didnt do anything to piss me :P

Alright, shall go jog now.
bye.! :D

Day 3!


very tired from work. no time for excersizing :P but i went to gym alone on thurs! haha.angelyn come back soon to gym with me can!
then i went to meet ym at cityhall, & we spent 10 ++ on arcade! we playd time crisis until we ve muscle aches th following day. :P

& i have been aching everywhere. hahaha.

&day 2 was ytd, prepared for work when i woke up.i hate fridays.shortage alot of $$ .
):
&now im going out to meet ym♥ again .heh . no arcades this time!

my ahma haven stop talking yet.



bye!

i told myself ,move on,where do i go?

insomnia sucks.

guess i really own part time a mac ): he bet with a mac meal that i wonte go jogging in th morning.
=.= thats kinda encouraging..haha..but if i really go jogging it means th mac will be fore me! oops.

anyway,i only had one meal today! cuz ahma was out th whole day &i was so lazy to cook maggie for myself so i waited for dinner. :D but im dead hungry now.

&its damn sad cuz today was a great wheather day,&i was too lazy to go joggin -.-
alright, tomorrow,day one. heh.

goodnights..

just came home from work, 4.33am.


alright,started off as a super boring night , cold,quiet, haven been like this for a while..
and when i finally tot i could call it a day and go home,i realize th main door key was missing.

called th boss,no ans ..called th lady boss,no ans..msged morning shift no reply.

&i felt bad for th guard cuz if i donte close he carn go. so i went down and apologized.lols! sucha random thing to do. & never did it came across to me,that th guard actually saved me!
he gave me th most brilliant solution eva!

he told me to unlock th back down(from th outside).. lock th main door (from inside) &exit from th back door &lock up from th outside. brilliant!
i swear it was so smart of him man,he even asked me to use my brain la-.-

i bet no one can come up with this. i mean ,give any staff this situation i bet 10 out of 10 will call until th boss wakes up & ask him to come down to lock up.hahaha.unless boss can come up with that idea!
oops.




anyway people, you can start putting money down ,im so not gona make it after two months.D:
as in you can start betting on im not gonna lose weight after two months.
i carn sleep at night,i carn wake up in th morning. i donte know whats wrong with myself! this sucks!

ps.angelyn if you see this, i'll miss you too.:) pls come bac with good news! heh.
pps. is my siao eh bac already?

hahaha..hehehe..
thanks for da compliment babe. :D actually i just download codes from blogskins and edit it from there. i carn do skins from scratch for nuts! :P i understand codes thou! hee!

im having acne attack on my face. its terrifying ok, my ah ma got a shock.&myself too!
&ytd i knocked my head on th water tap,bloody hell..tot i was going to die last night..
its still painful wheni touch it lightly ):

anyway, met up with kenneth &peter for L4D today! &i have been playing it since i came home.
hahaha.addict!


i ve got work tomorrow! (:

&i so want to wake up early tmr to go jog.
i declared that after th 2 months i will comfirm lose those fats.now im regretting ):
&everyone is betting against it.

ahahaha.even myself is not confident -.- i ve tried and failed like donte know how many times that im actually starting to believe im destinated to be fat- for life!

its getting lenghty. &boring.

ahaha.goodnights! :D

finally done!
just need to add in a song.


nice?
comment yea!

gna sleep now! donte want t fly kenneth areoplane again :P