we are good already.
yeah,you can roll your eyes again.

sorry to have made you guys worried.

but im kinda glad it took place.
at least i know him a bit more, & i saw how friends cared.
&i feel guilty for only meeting him these past few weeks.

Honestly i still feel unsure, &scared.
but i thpught, since it was already a mistake we both made, we might as well make th best out of it? :)
never mind if youre confuse or doesnt know wth im talking about.
haa.

im gonna sleep now.
gdnights:D

im so lost. part of me just wana hold you back and ask for a chance to start anew.
but another just wana let you go.

just few days back you said you love me.
you built me up and teared me down the very next moment.
why?

i never wantd something so much before.
i tried to hold on to it, but it still slipped away,
honeymoon period is not even over,but happiness was long gone.

nothing can make it right again.
all i ever wanted was someone to truly love me,and only me.
isit really too much im asking for?

someone cheer me up. i just carn stop crying.

its so saddening to go school everyday ,friendless ):

&i donte freaking uds why that freaking new class mate just have to rub it in by telling his friend he feels awkward to have me sitting beside him.
what th fuck is awkward when im sitting in th corner of th class with a whole class of strangers ,people who i ve never even took a look at before & he thinks that he feels awkward.

sigh. but im good, kinda got used to th type of weird look people give me.
&im gald there is still familiar faces in some class.
ohwell, just fucking wish i can graduate soon.


then there's this sudden concern from my dearest brother about who im out with lately.
its just so sick. i carn freaking understand why th fuck does he do that for.
his childish narrowmind just carn freaking widern up .
i think im mature enuff to make my own decision of who im seeing.
im not gonna freaking let him go just becuz of a conflict which probably didnt even took place.
even if it did, people changed. &its all in th past, you carn expect me to judge a person when you carn even fuly tell me everything.
you donte tell people ,hey ,that guy is bad stop hanging out with him &expect people to take whatever you said & cloud their judgement.


im just so tired.
i donte know what to think ,what to do anymore.
i tried explaining &nothing goes into your stubborn brain.

i really tried.

im sorry.

K♥


i really carn get to sleep now. was working till 6 am just now, and ♥ came down to bugis and we had mac breakfast before he head for work and me ,home.
was about to fall asleep until ahma woke me up to drink soup-.-

anyway school is starting this coming monday,&i do realize that im retaking netfund.
&bloody hell th first fucking lesson for this sem. boring shit.
args. & i went to love's timetable &they get effing fri off ): &i ve got lab shit every single day -i have to wear covered ):

alrights,shall go and sleep now.

nights world.

Rich Girl - Gwen Stefani & Eve

Both ♥ and i have this song stuck inside our head thanks to confession of a shopaholic
am thinking of changing current blogsong to this cuz nobody is getting wayy popular. haa

taa

i was playing Texas poker on facebook ever since i got home from work.
&im so glad its fake money im playing with - completely no luck at games :(
was talking t daryl online, & haa, i tot i was pathetic, he only have 500 bucks. :P




:) im off tmr thanks much to qihui for helping.
meeting ♥ tmr :)

turning in now.
nights all.

no one's probably gona be reading. but anyhow, im still alive and kicking, thou somewhat drained by work. ):

my remaining holiday will be spent working :( with only Thursdays off.
im still happy besides th fact that i look like shit now every single day.

haha.


anyway,

Happy belated birthday minny. :)
donte know whether you will read this. but,i hope you are doing fine yea!


ps: desktop is not working ,still :(