i donte wish to go for a hiatus forever.
i know sometime somehow, i have to come out and face it.

i had wish that i could press the fast forward button till may 29th.
they say be careful what you wish for,cuz you just might get it.
i got what i wanted ,an answer.

i probably never really knew what i wanted, all i ever want was a cue,a cue to leave or to stay.
i carn deny and pretend that im happy with the decision he ve made.
but i couldnt say anything becuz i no longer wish to turn th tables anymore.
i donte know why by th 3rd time he still chose to walk away i couldnt cry anymore.
probably becuz i was already sick ,sick & tired of th end.
it really upsets me to know that was probably the last ever im gona hear from him again.
but i realise that would be th least i need to do,to stand by his decision and never look back again.


words can never really tell th story.
theres just too little love& too many complication
too little happiness, too much scars


friends, do me a favour by never asking about it again.
i just want to walk thru this on my own.