Must dying be one of the way another be reminded of?
its kinda sad dont you think. its always only when one die till people suddenly remember how great he was and all.
its so hypocritical.
of course i donte mean those who are really close to the one who pass away and is crying their hearts out because someone who meant something to them is dead,
i meant those who probably never really spoken to him and if it wasnt because of the news and everything they wouldnt even had given a shit if he was dead or alive moreover still write tributes to him.

oh well, i just find it sad that why must the way he died be how some of us will remember him for.

he was a classmate of my brother , someone who i probably never spoken more than 3 lines with.

still.. RIP,vincent.



ps:those bustard ah tiongs should burn in hell! >:(

Friendship is an amazing thing.
few days before you could have completely no contacts with an old friend.
but today you find yourself chatting with her till the skies turn grey.

we have known each other for years & your probably one out of the few friends i can really talk to.
i ve never been a people person, i donte take initiative to make friends at all.


but i know im sucha big pang sei-er.
&i still dont see myself balancing my relationships well. &i swear,it isnt because K has already cleared his block leave &now im so free at home &thus im typing this hoping you guys will call me soon.
im not that type of person that carn live by a day with boredom.
so yeah, i really just wanna apologize if you think ive really given up you guys for my boyfriend,sincerly.

to burdens, sorry! ^^
to ma ole friend J , last friday was nice. just like old times:)

the past 12 days or so have been the best days ever since 3 months ago.
shopping ,window shopping,non stop eating, spending th night over at your crib, accompanying me at work.

i remembered one morning you went early to work for your father.and you were on your way home.
you called me to wait for you under th bridge behind my block. few moments later you appeared presenting a bouquet of pink daisy. :)

i remembered one working night you ask me if i want you to come down for you,i said of course i want.but i know you were not feeling well and you said you had no mood to too.you probably had already heard the disappointment from the tone of my reply.
a few moments later you appear right in front of me.not becuz you knew i were dissappointed but becuz you have already planned to upset me before surprising me.

about a few weeks or so later, you use the same trink on it,&i still fell for it all the same.
i even feel guilty for getting angry at you.

sometimes i really hate myself.

but i still love you like i always do.

dont need to be upset because you carn fulfill your promise to bring me to the flyer or to a gold class movie.
you might have forgotten but you had once promised to treat me like never before.
so much things you ve done for me,i dont even know where to start.
thank you,for treating me like never before.

i love you so much.

reuslts were out on thursday.
&i failed almost all the modules. with only 2 Pass.&it also means i failed netfund.
well,i still have a chance which is the supplementry paper.but i seriously am not hopeful at all.
so if i still fail the sup for netfund, i'll be kicked out of school!!!

im not upset thou.just wouldnt know how to break the news to my parents that i have actually been faling throughout this 1.5 years.


ohwell, gotta go ;)

the weekend at work had been the best.
not becuz there wasnt any problematic cust or i closed uber early.
but becuz baby actually gave up his sleeping time all for me :)

from serving cust to closing ,he was there for me from 1am till 5. ♥ ♥

saturday was also our 4th monthsary, we spent the afternoon before i went for work in town.
&we caught G-force!! super super cute!!! much better than i love you beth cooper which we caught on friday night. haha.we actually watched movies for two days in a row.

alrights, im gonna get back to the show before going to bed.

nights ♥

so bored!
im was downloading and watching fated to love halfway until firefox crash -at.the.climax.
wtf to da max.
now i have to reload it from the start .zzz

//EDITED

this sucks kay.i ve been up since 9am, and i didnt manage to complete an episode of fated to love! ): now its 3 pm &ive got nothing to do!!! im meeting sher &rest at 7 which is like 4 more hours!!!!

i donte want to go jogging because from where im sitting i can feel my skin burning. lol.
thou i promise baby to go jog every single day .aww.

IM DAMN BORED!
im sick of pet society,im sick of every game.
i played country story, glamour age, bejeweled bliz, aiya, there's nothing for me to do left. ):

so bored!

bye!