we probably started on the wrong foot.
we probably made the most horrible decision.

But it was a night to remember.
it was A's birthday,we were at town , planning to head to the club.
he saw salesperson giving out flowers, he grab one &gave it to A .
it was only much later till he told me, "the flower was actually for you ,but it was her birthday".

we went to phuture that night.
i wasnt thinking much just drinking.
i had massive mouth diarrhea & was barely able to control it.
&....


i vomited.. on about half of his body :/
the rest of the night was spent on his lap.
i swear i dont remember who initiated the kiss, cuz i was gone.
but since he said i did, anything that makes him happy then :)

...

it wasnt at all simple then.
you probably had seen me going on hiatus for a while.

but only one night ,was worth to mention.

that night.he finally ask to b given a chance.
not to be forgiven ,but to prove how much he can love me...
to lead my life thru whatever it takes.


no fancy dinner ,no movies, no proposal.
just a simply special night.

because im with the special you :)
happy 5th monthsary baby ,mwah.