so,i have left blcktrswhtelies to collect dust for sometime now.
i have not been busy just don't really have much to blog about.

&i bet the only few people that will still care if im alive or not is probably only k and burdens.
&th only reason why im updating this blog is because k thinks its another way of getting to know what im thinking.

so i guess i haven been thinking much at all.anyway, just for people who do bother to read.
im gna study in MDIS in January, and if nothing goes wrong i should be able to graduate with a diploma by July.
so from now till jan besides meeting k during weekends and burdens on some weekdays i practically sits around fusion to pass time.
work is so boring,i can actually list out the tv show i watch from 12 to 4 on every week day.

okay,i better go sleep if i dont want to be late tmr.




ps: i really hate army. it stole my only friend away. :(

this must be the worst weekend ever.
2:14am in the morning and im sitting ,typing this,tearing.

i really wonder if there really is any difference in my studying and now working full time.
still lonely and have no one to talk to in an entire day.well, at least back then i still had a boyfriend, that no matter how bad my mood is comes to me and calms me down.

carn believe its th same guy actually brushes me off by saying he is not-in-the-right-mood today.

this isnt the first weekend that he is stuck in camp,and here im trying to cheer him up,and there he was flaring up. not angry? just not in th right mood. just what did i do, to deserve this.

i really dont wna think bout wat you might be thinking of.
you knew i hate this.
hate how you ignore me.how you always brush off question or quarrels.
&i was telling you, idk why people are ignoring me, and of all times you choose to turn your back on me.